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What Do U Mean?

by Sad Speller

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1.
Fret 01:46
My sister read out loud The love note in your will The room was calm & cold The afternoon so still U said to cherish time together Because life is short Don't wanna sweat the little things or fret anymore
2.
Backpedal 03:54
Through the warm window I drink the golden sunlight Making me feel brand new baby Still I thirst for the night, like a vampire All the little spiders Make their homes in floodlight My paranoia on me We're gone in a flash of light Big, bad light Yeah I know I need to wake up But I'm not sure this is how Now our world is in a shake up How are we gonna shake out now? It is all too often Thinking back different When I backpedal baby Will I change direction? I doubt it.
3.
Sun, Son 04:05
My journal I can't bear to open Bad poetry while coping through the heat of the day I was mostly sober Break ups, could not get over People that I barely know Trouble where I should not go You only have one way to grow When you grow up with desert sorrow No water, only Sun Looking back at my life, real strange Matter of fact, I spent night's deranged Woke to the setting sun, sacrificed my time for fun Time for fun Old ideas I can't bear to listen I don't care what I've been missing Just one bad one upon the other Only good, sound like my mother My mother now I bare her soul She left I was 5 years old But she never let me feel alone With her voice telephone Singing, "Hey it's my long lost son!" Wish we spent more time together, cherish what we have become
4.
Keppra 04:06
Everything's so quiet now Your eyes closed on the couch You got us bruised & bleeding, yeah That little monster mouth It's tough to stay mad at you I know some day you'll know It'll be like you always knew This house would be your home Just sleep, don't you awake Sweet dreams, uh-huh all day Oh no, here's the shakes again The universe is breaking up the day to take our newest friend for a spin brain's a blend frozen limbs eyes open, pissing in the bed crying out loud helpless sounds poor monster mouth
5.
Early summer days You know I would drive back It hurts so much to see I hardly heard your laugh You stayed up through the pain Until it knocked you down again Sat out in the rain Graced so many of your good friends With your pretty face

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released August 11, 2023

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Sad Speller Nashville, Tennessee

Ambient bedroom rock. Striving for happiness. Fighting the worry. Forever sulking in the SSW.

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